Grawr!!!

I have no one to talk to about this right now, so I guess this first entry will just have to be me spilling everything....So here goes!

I have absolutely 100% no clue how I should be feeling about this right now!!! The person I feel closest to in the world has done something that is a total 180 from my values. And why??? All for some stupid deal on who would drive all the way home on a road trip! Ugh....I don't know if I'm mad, or just plain hurt. I know I am hurt, that much is for sure, because this person knows how much I wanted to avoid people who did those sort of things, because I've been hurt so much by those types of people in the past...

I just don't know what to do :(